My mom is still not home yet.And I am worried.How weird. She's always out,but never this late.ALONE. She didnt pick up my phone calls,Im gonna give her hell when she comes back.Wow I sound like a mom.

So yesterday I enlarged my nose hole to the size when I pierced it.The stud was like real huge.The feeling was more like RE-PIERCING the hole.Ive been looking for my little pink nose stud everwhere of every corner and the hole has been unoccupied for a week or so but thank god its not closed yet.See? This is the good thing about Manual piercing.Uses force and needle to prick it and not those "guns" that you use to pierce the ears.So the holes last longer and the hole is abit more huge than the normal nose piercings.Okay so enough about the topic.My nose still hurts from yesterdays force.OUCH! hohoho Im tough.

Boohoo! sob*sob*sob* Its been two days&something always pops up in the morning and I always arrive on time to watch the bus my cinoneh guy is in passing by my freaking face.Nice,nice.And my mouth will shoot off like noone's business "FARK" Then followed by the looks that the JC ppl,the other nyonya&apeks,the mat&minahs looking at me. WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU LOOKING AT?IM ALREADY SO PISSED STILL WANNA LOOK AT ME LIKE NOONE'S IN YOUR DAMN LIFE HAS SAID THE WORD FARK BEFORE.IF SO I AM THE FIRST,I AM INDEED HONOURED.JUST GET OUT OF MY SIGHT WILL YOU? Everyones face that I look at in the morning before 725am really pisses me off except my pretty boy!He makes my morning so..Good! That I really appreciate the sentence GOOD MORNING. So unless you see me smile,dont talk to me.But thats like so not gonna happen cos I always arrive in school at 715 relax and sit peacefully and then Nurul will arrive at 725!Just in time.So after that I'll yak&yak the whole day non-stop.Now its not so bad cos if I dont see my pretty boy I still get to see my MR GARLIC. hohoho Today MR GARLIC spoke to me like once every half an hour? ho ho ho He makes me smile even when I dont feel like it.He makes me laugh at his crap-but-funny-lame jokes.Its his sense of humour that I adore.His looks dont bother anymore.So I dont believe that love is blind.Well,I wouldnt call this love,just obsession.It'll go away in a while.I hope so.

Malay lesson was okay but I couldnt bring myself to write the reports anymore.3 days since the task is given out,evryone has completed it and Emy is halfway through the thing but Im still at the first paragraph second line.All that was in my head was MR GARLIC.hohoho What a name.I was obsessed with smiley faces I wrote it in physics textbook,evrywhere and then smart of me to write it slightly under my nails on my middle finger.So after drawing I was like "cool" and was pointing it up to show it to Rul in front of me.Even before I cld call her name Cikgu was looking straight at my finger and I was like; GASP! Whoops! Sorry! She looked away.At the end of the lesson I was the first one to go up to her to apologise upteen times as I felt bad cos she's so innocent to receive that thinngi.Even as it was a misunderstanding I felt really guilty that its my fault.She must have been like really dissapointed in me.I felt real BAD.

After school I met Nad in the library and had my first lunch of the day at Spot Kitchen.I had my first meal at ard 3pm.That was the first & the last meal of the day.Skipping meals seems fun cos I'd grade my hungryness before settling down to eat.I have lotsa stuff to do.Maths,Eng,Malay. Now its only 9 my mom is still not home& Im feeling really restless& sleepy.My eyelids are like sticking together.Ive been tiringmyself out this few days.I shd just concentrate on studies this few months.

I CAN DO IT.





Awww.So sweet. :) Nicole Richie's body is so hot/to die for.I'd take coke to have that kind of body.Easy way out. lalalala Riight. Her body looks good in bikini.Her boobs are just the right size,the stomach is not too flat neither isit bulging,her body is well proportioned.Together with a bf on the beach? I'd kill her cos I wanna take over her place =)

I gotta go sleep now.Wish me luck on my life.Listening to depressing songs makes me feel like Im living live only for today&like there's no tomorrow.Oh crap.Until then,Love*